gothfvcks_dreams

The other night I believe I encountered a monster or some sort of demon. I said her name a few times and each time she revealed a new face. I knew these were her names because she's told me them in the past. Back then I didn't know what she really was. I'm not sure if I do even now. She's Evil with a capital "E".

It was snowing pretty bad, as in about 12 feet of snow. Yet some how I was able to see outside and open my door. It was cold but not as cold as you'd think.
It was just starting to snow when I hoped in the car with my 'rents and sister. They said something about everyone jumping all at once in one area on the planet and how it wouldn't actually have any affect because we're too small and light. I thought about this and thought that maybe if we gathered up every person and did it that maybe it wouldn't knock Earth out of orbit or anything but you'd definitely feel something with all that weight hitting the ground around the same time.
When I got back in I was talking to Zack & Abigail online through Pidgin and I was having issues with communicating, mostly sending messages I think but I don't think I was getting them right either. I tried using some plugin to encrypt everything and nothing was going through. One of the messages I did get from Zack, however, was to try a different program all together, with the link of this program. She also told me her pet Cerberus is very good at keeping things safe so I looked up this beast and got one.
Before I got him I went upstairs and saw some white and black cats outside so I opened the door to get a better look at them and one ran in despite me shoving my foot in it's face to block it's path. My sister started to pet it and quickly reveled that it was full of tiny bugs, baby fleas I think they were. The cat left a path wherever it went of these bugs so we all tried shoo-ing it back outside which was no easy task.
Then I went to some party dressed up in 40's, 50's, and 60's garb. Tight colourful pants and other accessories. I don't know if it was decade appropriate but I said it was and it worked. I wasn't there long.
When I got back my new dog was there. It was beyond vicious and completely out of control. Also very hungry apparently as it ate a bunch of my things as well as my girlfriend, Abigail. She hid in a draw in my desk, I don't know how she got herself in there and closed it but she did. Little did she know that Cerberus was in the back of my desk and he found her and devoured her whole. When I heard the dog I opened the draw and found nothing but an bowl with a crumpled paper bag in it and a hammer so I grabbed the hammer and said that I was going after this dog myself now because he just ate my girlfriend. After a few swings I said I had enough of this and woke up.

So apparently my girlfriend has been hooking up with her female friend and what might be her friend's boyfriend every week. They just went into the shower together as usual and she went down on him. At first I wasn't too happy, then I didn't really care as long as it didn't take away from mine but then it didn't sit well; just made me feel uneasy. I was sitting there on the bed thinking that I invested too much into this and what if she was no longer interested? Things just weren't working out and we didn't make it? Where would I live? How would I continue school? I'd have to move and work full time, don't know if that'd even be possible. Now, this would be okay if we talked about it beforehand since we've got a mostly open relationship anyway but to find out after it's been going on is not cool.
When she got out she said she missed her pets and she wanted them in her dorm with her.